PINK LIVE

2008-07-05T21:00:00.003+08:00

argghhhh!!i hate tat feeling...she has been giving me this kind of feeling..rather anguish..it's like agitating me...she makes me feel like i'm forcing her to do sth..like ****ing *** to me...i'm reli agonized by that...she owes interrogates me if i'm angry if she doesnt msg me or sth like tat...she thinks tat i'm sucha hot-tempered,sensitive guy....boooO!!!i'm NOT...gah!!i hate it quite a lot..she's so impeccable if she's not being too paranoid...as in worried n doubted tat i'd be angry if she doesnt do or she does sth...n the thing is....that particular thing is never WRONG...it's so normal....it's rather peculiar...it's hard to read her mind...i wished i could read ppl's mind like Edward Cullens in Twilight...it's a good novel...stil reading it...sigh...sigh sigh sigh....btw...it's gonna be one year since i started liking her very soon.....but i stil couldnt reach her yet....she's stil quite far,she looked near though....but.....i dono...a big sigh!!i yearn to be with her...really....i'm not kidding...she's just de right one i wished for in my lifetime...n wat u notice?i've used a couple of new words i learnt from de novel twilight...cool....alright...tat's ol for now...off to bath n read Twilight....haha...n REMEMBER!!!leave some comments(much appreciated) in my tagboard....thank you very much

2008-06-29T10:40:00.004+08:00

wooo....wat happened this week....a lot of things....i'm lazy to blog... -.- tuesday was the much awaited Mufti Day..it was de last mufti day of mine in st co....form 5 lu...no more liao.. :( anyway,i had quite much fun tat day...i wore simple...but meaningfulllllll!!!hahaha....i wore baby milo... :D i'm rather lazy to upload the photos...just this one maybe... haha...n it was the super dancer nite at civic centre...i went with ee xin n joan...n i saw RRSS fren...Louis Ling,Eric,Ah Bao,Darren dey ol...n we sat tgt...we had quite much fun tgt...haha...the competition was quite good....the chung hua one was de best,no doubt... :) okay...lazy wanna blog liao..here's de pic...other mufti day pics will be available in my fs...check it out if u're interested.. :) fankiu! :) ugh!sth wrong with blogger.com...cant upload de pictures...log on to http://profiles.friendster.com/pinkmingneutral

2008-06-06T12:20:00.003+08:00

北京奥运！！所以一定要用中文。。。哈哈！！叹！感觉很闷很闷。。

有时我在想，在想，现在还是在想。。。为什么往往我们对她或他最好，可是他们从来不知道，从来不会懂得去珍惜。。。有时候都快失去了也不晓得。。就算对他再好也没有用。。。我想我已经作惯了一直付出的那一个。。。好累好累。。。。。。

我也有想过，人真的很现实，超现实的。得到了想要的东西就把曾经帮助你的人给忘记了。。。例如，朋友有了情人，常常会把当初的“好朋友”给忘记了。。当我问他、她你们是不是在一起，她能够这样回答我哦！哇靠！"wat o?don so kepo la"哇塞！一听到我就知道这段友情可以不用再去培养，灌溉了。。。俗语说的好！！人心险恶啊！哈哈。。知人知面不知心。。。很好！说的好！！

好吧！那就这样了。。懒惰再写了，该分享的都写了。。拜拜！等下就去补习了，然后。。。。。。网球！！！！yay!!tennis later...haha...toodles....

2008-06-02T19:12:00.003+08:00

muahahaha....this is de first time i'm using wireless to blog...hahah....soon,there'll be a first time of me using my phone to blog...abt my phone...ah SHITTTT....it's only 1399 now!!!wtf??damn!!i bought it for 1700+....shit man...less den half a year i have suffered a loss of RM300+....fcuked man....kinda bored...oh yah...i'm at my bro's shop working today n yesterday... :) got gaji..tat's y i'm here to work...hahahah...wat else to blog?i hardly msg anyone these two days...lazy n no much credit left...pfft....meiz..........her voice so CUTE larrr.....rofl...i called her just now...her voice was sweet n cuteeee..... ^^ well...guess tat is all for tis time...hopefully my bro will bring me go DOTA tonight...lol..holidays ba... :p

2008-06-02T11:33:00.005+08:00

haha...as asked by meiz to take photo of her VIP guest room..here are de pictures...ahaha...it's not reli tat GREAT though...hmmm...

2008-06-01T08:27:00.023+08:00

Hey guys!!i'm back from Sabah liao!!hehe..it was FUN!!!COOL!!i have taken lotsa lotsa photos....with pretty girls,good looking guys...sceneries,n owes cool sport cars!!!so i would divide my post into several...here's de first one...with hot chicks!!haha...

2008-05-27T05:33:00.002+08:00

Hey guys...it's 5.35am in de morning rite now...i'm getting ready for my trip to Sabah...yay...kind of excited...but...noe wat?my parents jus gave me RM200 allowance for my 5DAYS trip in Sabah...WAT THE FUCK!???FARK FARK FARKING STUPID!!!CB...u think i go eat kolo mee for breakfast,luch n dinner??diuhai...u think i go petaling street shopping mer??cb...stupid...hotel i oredi needa pay like RM100....tat's mean basically my money left is like RM50...phew WITT!!!food around 50 bucks....sohai!anyway...gotta go right now...c ya!take care muh frens... :)

2008-05-24T20:27:00.002+08:00

cool....yesterday,friday...i went to parkson with a fren...we went to watch Karen Kong...she's gorgeous!!i mean karen kong..haha..n her voice is supERB!!!i love her voice...u shud go n find her songs...n guess wat?i got to take a photo with her..lucky me...n i waved to her when she was singing on stage..hahaha....here's some of her pic...enjoy... ^.^

2008-04-25T21:01:00.004+08:00

another normal post....well,tat's all abt 'emo' post...back to normal boring post...hahaha...hmmm...went to eeXin's blog...de same thing...today,a lot of things happen in school....gonna have a loooonnnggg post...currently thirsty...waterr!!!WATAAAA!!!!noe wat issit?an old cold joke....u noe Bruce Lee?the deceased,late Bruce Lee,the pride of Chinese who was de first chinese kungfu legend(sii legend,don perasan...not u... :p) tat made his way into Hollywood..noe him?wat was his favourite drink?it's water,skyjuice...cuz he used to say 'WATAAAAA' when he's fighting,punching or kicking...fuh!!*sudden gust of cold wind blew me,so cold...heh..hehe....just being bored...the picture on the right is de kungfu legend..BRUCE LEE...obviously enuf...Sii Legend doesnt look like him anyway..so if legend happens to read my blog,don be perasan k?hahaha...hmmm...ok ok..wat happened in school today?brought lotsa books to school..but sadly enuf to say,i only used one of de clinically overweight books..haha...i went in class for de last period nia!cuz we were having Simpulan Bahasa test...hahaha....*evil grin abt it...shhh...u noe i noe...if u dono...den u dono...shhh..y didnt i go to class?i was in de hall for de science exhibition de whole day...de science exhibition was a great one...didnt expect it to be so wonderful...i tot it wud be like just posters sticking ard de halls...it turned out to be interesting..many booths..lazy wanna explain..ahaha...got one memorable one...it was julia,sherlene,joyce n muna i fink...their booth...it's abt blood group test...it was rather scary for some ppl...but it turn out to be a place where Lu Ming n I laughed our ass off!hahah..SHIT!there's a word i cant rmb...it's an english word to describe how hyena laugh or growl...or issit to describe laughing in a sarcastic manner or 'ngiao ji'...not sarcastically...another word starting with letter H i think...if u guys happen to noe,pls leave a msg after a tone...thank you!toooot...haha..nolarr..tell me in de chat box..tq.. :) at first,julia n sherlene werent so good in poking ppl's finger to force de blood out...so dey made several attempts b4 de blood was eventually forced out..de first few 'lucky' students had to suffer n i ended laughing my ass off beside dere...hahahaa...."ppl moaning,ppl crying,students hurt n hear them crying,can u practise wat u teach-ed(not taught for specific reason to be told later)..would u turn the other *chick,someone someone help us,send some guidance from doctors..." ~having hard time poking ppl...OUCH!!haha...did the above lines remind u of some songs?de rather old black eyed peas' song...mana itu cinta(where's the love)...hehe...ppl killin ppl dying,children hurt n women crying......i changed a bit of de lyrics...ahaha...o ya,not being offensive or discrimination ya...the *chick word just sounded similar to cheek which was supposed to be in de lyrics of de song..so i changed it..hehe...some girls were oso dere for de blood test...de guys who got poked were funnier seriously...especially Manveer....ahaha...4 holes before de blood eventually 'leaked' out..lmao!!sherlene or julia made two attempts on his index fingers..no blood..so tried his another finger,failed again..so went to de other finger..as soon as she poked in to it,we realize de blood was flowing out from de first two holes on his index finger...hahaha...so he had 4 pokey pokey!!haha...HILARIOUS!!thank god Ryan wasnt dere..tiada PBSM o...got FROG,got BLOODY BLOOD TEST..ahaha...anyway,good luck to Ryan in his coming comp in brunei n oso SUKMA...cool man...nd yah...i love de blood test...brought a lot of laughters..haha..i myself tried when julia turned pro..hehe..i was quite lucky,only one pokey,blood flow out...many poked on de little finger...i insisted in using my middle finger...mwahahahahaha!!i wanted to scream out so loudly,just for fun..but...the discipline teachers were dere..so cant..haha...as most of u noe,i am a professional in screaming...screaming with sharp voice..not talking with loud voice...so far,i havent found anyone who can beat my screaming...hehehe..but i cant beat francca's loud voice..ahah..n he cant beat my screaming tho..after school,dere was tis leo installation for de juniors n we gonna retire soon..haha...hmm..so i went to have lunch wid ee xin..at balik kampung cafe...i ate mee mamak..delicious!!and xin ate nasi ayam goreng..as usual,she didnt finish her food..haha...our conv..--->
Ming:Xin,u cannot finish ur food le har?
Xin:(mouthful,speechless,shook her head)
den after moments of efforts of finishing up her food,finally....she pushed her plate gently to de middle of de table n admitted..........
Xin:-.-' Okay,i cant finish my food..
Ming:(bursting into laugh,but not so loud la..public place ba..hehe..)c,knew tat u cant finish ur food..haha...nvmlar... :D

hehe...funny la her...somehow she owes chose de food she don like...hahah...ah dee just rang me from Petaling Jaya...whoah!miracle man!long time she no call me liao..got credit liao o ren jia..ahaha...she asked me if i wan 'sth'...hmmm..dono if she got buy or not...heheheh..~evil grins..today,i was quite generous tho...i gave many new leo board of directors badges...hehe...i gave ee xin most..haha..my sweetheart sister ba...no doubt!!haha...rather sleepy now...today is so eventful..gonna wake up early tomoro...gonna go to senadin to listen to lectures on engine..or commonly known as....listen to engine...vruuummmm...vruummmm.....harhar!!nights everyone...bloooddyyy long post!

2008-04-25T20:43:00.003+08:00

hmmm...:* it has been a long long time since i last posted sth rather emo..haha...feel like doing it..haha..here i go...kakaka...----> shall i just give up?leaving it to fade?like i said n xin said again...it's just a matter of time...it'll eventually fade away..shall i just leave it to fade?or i should 'irrigate' it so that it will grow well n will not wilt n die eventually?i dono...wat m i doing since i've been so far all these while?maybe i am lost during de journey i tranverse..i havent seen n reached my destination yet,u dont noe me...ppl say,y don u stop here?u've arrived safe n good...NUOO...i'm still far from it...well,sometimes,u urself wil think too much tat u expect things to be like de way u thought...but in the end,it wasn't...so all these while,i'm right and some people misunderstood...hahah....LAUGHING OUT LOUD,LAUGHING MY ASS OFF,ROLLING ON THE FLOOR LAUGHING!!!!! ya right!!so in a big NUTSHELL........(drum rolls)把手放开不问一句SAY GOODBYE,当作最后一次对你的溺爱,冷冷清清淡淡今后都不管,只要你能愉快.....hahahaha....yea...tis is de song...haha...kinda obvious wat's tat "it" i mean...so it is sth abt 'it'..kinda lame... :/ 我爱的人 is oso a nice song...xin,rite?ahaha...downloaded it liao?hurm...

2008-04-14T18:31:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MEE MING!!!lame..this year,it's not a nice birthday...many things happened...sometimes i just don understand y issit tat things came out to be so unfair...??WHERE IS JUSTICE!!???where!!??

oh well...i'm finally back to blogging since two months ago..hahah...(no mood to laugh)..it was my birthday so i guess there're sth to blog abt...quite fun but tiring at de same time..it didnt turn out to be as great as i thought..anyway,it's over n i couldnt bluff anything confidential abt it...so bear with me...it's quite fun actually...i'd upload some pics taken before we left the school after prefect camp...

oh yah!i fell down in the conference room on the first day of camp...it WAS embarassing..boo...bruises on my knee,calf,thigh as well as buttocks... -.-'

damn dang!!!i couldnt manage to upload any photos...technical problem...humph!!well...let's talk abt my birthday party celebrated earlier in early April...around 30 friends of mine came...'she' didnt came,unfortunately...it's cuz she live too far n she had no transport...
EeXin had de group photo we took at my place tat day...she is soo suhweeet to type de captions for dat photo...hehe...oh ya...my presents tis year...didnt receive a lot..but i did have some...anyway,i had de BEST present tis year in my life...it's not the value for money tat counts,it's de thought tat counts after all...she gave me a pink teddy bear and a box of ferrero rocher...there were only two non-form 5 tat day..namely Ee Xin,my sweetheart sis n Joannn...hahaha..hehe..wat else,i had presents from dee,a t-shirt..edric,lu ming,legend n vincent phang,a pink candle,jovis a box of chocolates,and louis a adidas wallet...maybe he wants me to collect prefect money in a better way..haha...did i miss out anyone?erm...oh ya..my 5L3 frens,a lot...they bot me a HUGEEE cake..REAL HUGE..it was 2kg plus heavy...it is de largest birthday cake i've ever seen,seriously...hehe...thanks guys!Euguene bot it..my great frens in 5L3 r Justyn,Eugene,Alvin,Ming Yi,Gordon,Kevin(Long Ge),Yung King,Chuan Jiet,Sim Yang,...erm..anymore???nt to forget,shao hong from 5L4...hehe...i'd post the photos in time to come...good night everyone!time to go to bed...motherhood is waitinggg... =.=

i sleep with the pink teddy bear every night...it's beside me sweetly..haha....don tink i'm a gay or sissy...just tat this teddy bear means too much to me... :)

ui...forgot sth..it was 10 pm plus liao..but i first drafted tis post on my birthday..but only successfully posted it on 19th april..heheh..

2008-02-16T10:52:00.004+08:00

here's de second post abt chinese new year visits with family....huhu...i went to these two huge houses..both at bakam road here...very far from town...and the scenery over there was superb...the houses were great....so nice...n oh ya...n one firework pictures at my home...it was okay,kinda nice... however,on chap goh meh,the winding was like tornado...blowing wild...the fireworks shot up and got blown away.. -.- but last year's fireworks were much nicer n the boxes of fireworks were larger..the toilet was cute..it was at my classmate's house...hehe..

2008-02-16T10:41:00.003+08:00

heeee....hello once again...ages since i last blogged...hurmm....valentine's day just passed...it's somehow quite a cool valentine day this year...uh oh..it's de last valentine in high school for me... :'( jus cant bear it..booooo....i received a very great present from a someone...hehe...u noe...i oso noe...n oso i gave her a present..n oh ya...i gave xin a valentine's gift too..n she gave me de same one.. XD all from Leo Valentine's Day Sale..i was de Organising Chairman..haha...well...i think i gonna post a few blog today..cuz many pictures to share...hehe...first of all..its abt Eveleen n Bridget's farewell 'nimteh'...erm..it was at Sun City...just like hours before she gonna depart to brunei...we drank Teh C Peng n Teh C..here r several pictures taken tat day..hehe... XD its eveleen,bridget n her mum...

2008-02-03T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hallo everyone!!!it's has been a long time since i last posted a blog...well,i have just gone to Taiwan Youth Exchange Farewell Dinner at Eastwood last nite,Saturday...it was quite fun,cuz i met some new frens...n i saw two pretty girls... XD one local and another Taiwanese...de Taiwanese is Shi Han n de Mirian,i aint sure abt her name...hehe..i've taken pictures with the Taiwanese..n of cuz,Shi Han as well...haha....how could i miss dis chance??rite??hehe...i gonna upload some of de pictures i took yesterday...in case u guys might think my blog is too 'wordy'...yeah,i noe it is..haha...so come on..let's go with de pictures...the girl who took de photo with me is Shi Han...hmmm..issit couple costume??haha...looks quite similar...kakaka...n that tall guy is pei hsuan...184cm...i went to play basketball with him this morning...n the girl in the last pic is her girlfren...damn pretty rite??haha...

2008-01-18T18:48:00.000+08:00

huhuhu....this is only my first post in year 2008....i went for badminton club activity in school this evening....i walked back from school with a fren of mine...she didnt have transport to go back..n she was afraid to follow my car so i walked back with her...hehe...n i saw someone on the way back...i saw Jacq!!!hohoho....wat a coincidence...haha...Spinnie was oso in the car...she saw me first..den she point at me to my fren...den my fren told me...hehe..n i saw them....kakakaka...den she texted me,'ui....jalan dengan gerek o,ming ming...' haha...ya rite....she's my fren nia...huhuhu....well,i dono wat to blog again...oh ya....valentine's sale has just started....but nothing special....juniors r like not working hard for it...we aimed high...but it's kinda disappointing...only few are trying hard...some are like just coughing at the stairs..(melepaskan batuk di tangga)...luckily my sis,ah xin dint make me disappointed...hehe...i'm impressed with her...xin,r u reading this???hehe...get well soon,xin.....i mish u...haha

2007-12-31T19:28:00.000+08:00

well...approximately 4.5 hours to 2008...it's the last day of 2007...tis might be the last post of mine in year 2007...i will reluctantly make this short...cuz i wanna watch countdown concert in Astro,TVBS...hehe...i'd continue next year...tomoro...happy new year everyone!!!tata

2007-12-25T08:54:00.000+08:00

DEAD...

feeling DEAD...feeling extremely dead....feeling fucking pissed off....something that happens to me frequently enuf happened to me again....fucking shit!!!last nite i was about to buy my new cellphone,N95....den i've already get everything done,the cash bill and the cellphone...den they insisted to ask my mother's permission....so i rang my mother..so,the show started....she started to nag like hell,bullshitting my pants off...ripped my nerves....frigging hell...n my brother was there to the 'cheerleader'....as if he was trying to make it a battle of me n my mum...he said so much bullshit jus like my mother...he said,'Faster!!they wanna close shop already!' i was like,'fuck you!!do u tink i wanna waste my credit listening to my mother talking crap n bullshit tat i don even give a damn thing!!???tat's just somehow i respect her n hoping for a word,'up to u lar'...fucking hell!!since like i stepped into secondary school,life starts to change from worse to worst....u all never noe...y did i say so?people think i'm like the happiest guy,having whatever he wants...NO NO NO NO NO!!!just cut the fucking crap!people oso think tat i'm a very rich kid...hahhhhh chiuu(sneeze)!!!SORRY!I'm allergic to BULLSHIT!!!those were just wat u all see....maybe i'm happy at times...but mostly with friends...with my sisters...but hardly enough,once in a blue moon..i get happy with my family...maybe 5%...10%?dono....my house is no longer feeling like a home....u noe wat's home n house???house is more to concrete...just a place to stay...home,a place u find love,caring...abstract...once got home,i usually start to get scolded by my dad....it's a great pain u noe...since like primary school...after primary 3...i hardly ever get anymore compliments from my dad...NO NO NO NO....COMPLIMENTS???WAT IS TAT?i've already forgotten wat does it mean...but i've to understand my dad,the breadwinner is hot-tempered guy,just like me,and two siblings of mine...my 2nd brother is much more hot-tempered than my eldest brother...tat i'd tok abt it later...COMPLIMENTS have nothing to do with me,never exist... except from outside world...at home(or house??),i could only hear negative comments,critisization...after those,stil....there r words out of anger,disappointment....there's an english song tat suits me right now...Perfect...the lyrics goes like tis...>>>
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

yeah..this is right..tis is the perfect song tat suits me like there's never a song in tis world before....i like tis song...as though tis song is specially for me...all these while,i hardly use any money of theirs to buy any stuff tat is less-academic....like phone,clothes,shoes....except the piano...but guys,piano is stil quite like good stuff rite?but,still i stil had invest some money into it...it was a great bargain...electric keyboard,identical to tat of my school's....normal price RM2000-3000...but i got it just for a thousand ringgit...my parents paid for 700..i paid 300...wat de hell!???a so-called/as if rich kid like me stil have to buy stuff using my money...n all my phones i had,i used all my money to buy them...i've endured this kind of teenage life....so i never hoped much from my parents...i always find my way to get the things i want...but they're never stuff like cocaine,cigarettes,tobacco,fireworks,heroine or any sorts of stuff tat harms human life...cell phone?harmful??harms human life??oopss...yes they do!!they generates radioactive waves,n they might explode if the batteries arent disposed in the proper way....ahhh....cut the crap...bullshit...if it's tat dangerous people have already browsed the preventive measures n resolutions to tis matter....so in a fucking nutshell...cellphones are NOT bad things...and yet,it's stil so so so tough for me to get a new cellphone....well,tis is enough for yesterday..great Christmas Eve huh??

back to gaming....which human being/homo sapien on Earth does not have a hobby???Hobbies...okay...different kinds of hobbies...some people have their job as their hobbies..some maniac enjoys watching people suffer,some people loves to fight,some human is crazy of drugging....etc etc....but some teenage like me just love to play pc games....just tat simple..but i stil have to say...there're some kids who loves to study too...but tat is certainly NOT me...but i never say i hate STUDIES.....i stil quite like studying...which my parents never figured out...maybe only some day they saw my blog...they could understand me...THOROUGHLY....really thouroughly enuf....but when would tat day be?only til the last breathe of mine??i'd better let it be never happened before...i would prefer them to tink tat they reli understand me...better than only understand me true enuf til my last breathe...gaming....ya gaming...y issit so bad in their eyes???it's just a hobby....people can even be the best gamers in the world...they can stil earn a lot of money...leads a good life....just like a typical person....but there r stil loving wat they have..a good life...perfect...but world best gamer is not my ambition....of cuz...i could never play games in front of them....never...unless it was my brother's birthday...tat was like the only time she said nothing....cuz it's the birthday..so she dowan to say anything...how would it be 'life without hobbies'???an easier elaboration...life without a job(cuz i said ppl enjoy working),life without fight/war,life without drugs,life without studies...??everything would be different....

these few days i've been looking after shop..both my brother's n dad's shop..i'd prefer days in my dad's shop...boulevard...there,i would be like the boss....i could do stuff i like..serving the customers,when there's nobody,i can listen to music or play the pc...but in my brother's shop,i'm like the slave..but not as bad as the slave in olden days...there's two phone shop..one belongs to my bro+his fren...another one is his friend's....so i could be at both place...last evening,i was there to help my fren=abang angkat...to sort out the new phone...den out of nowhere..my frigging hell brother...starts to pissed off..asking where i'm...so i said i was there to help them out...he was not happy so he asked me to be in his shop...guess wat he want me to do???serving customer(good den),wipe the shelves(great)...but nope....i was just there to stand...makan angin...in chinese..西北风...fucked!!!!n one other thing...i had to,always stand his temper...for example,his pc went wrong,restarted...i've to be his 'anger management tool'...get scolded even i didnt touch his fucking pc...or like he cant find his repair tools...i have to get scolded,again...even if i've no hecking idea abt how to REPAIR a phone...his mp3 songs in pc GONE...i stil have to get scolded...y?just because he asked me to help him to serve the customer who wants to download songs....yeap...tat's my fucking fault huh?yeap...cuz i was too stupid to help him out to serve the customers...tat's rite...so,all in all...i've to 'tengok air muka boss'...i understand...outside in the community..it's de same thing...but we've the freedom to choose a job...but i noe its hard now...but he IS MY BROTHER!!MY TRUE BROTHER!!!y couldnt he understand tat i'm using up my holidays to help him???i could be at home playing pc or even studying...well well well....maybe this is enuf for now...i've to get ready before i go to my bro's shop again..oh ya..tat time i stil remember...he woke up at 1pm...he woke up and scolded me...he said,'y de hell didnt u wake me up???' i was like...y did i have to???if i made u awake,i stand the risk to get SCOLDED too...isn't it??

oh ya...i stil would anyway,get a new phone soon...i don care anymore..leave some comments ya if u just pass by my blog...no new comments for ages... T_T BOOOOOO!!!

2007-12-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

HO HO HO HO HO!!!!not Ho Yin Jiet arr...hehe..It's Christmas soon after my best buddy's annual celebration of his mother's endurance over something...wat issit?it was back then in 1991..my friend,edric was born...so it's his birthday on the 22nd....haha..so lame....birthday nia mar...need to explain like tat...haha....since it's Christmas,we must have some Christmas songs here....due to the idea i got from my beloved dearest adik angkat,xin...hehe..as a payback since she has mentioned me in her blog...i came across her friendster...i listen to 'Last Christmas' by Ashley Tishdale...den i went to search for some christmas songs...let's enjoy 'em....leave some comments ya...HAPPY BIRTHDAY EDRIC!!!i wish u first jus in case i wont be blogging days ahead...leave a msg if u happen to drop by blog ya..haha...MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE!!!

2007-12-19T18:04:00.000+08:00

Hey.....well well well...tis is my first trial of uploading some pics into my blog...nah nah nah...i aint gonna upload my own pic...cannot scare readers off!!haha...some...hmmmm...i decided to portray de way of living...PINK LIVE!!!i came across some fabulous pics...all pink...haha....some electronic gadgets i would love to have....maybe tis is somehow graphical PINK WISHLIST..hehe...here we go...

2007-12-17T19:40:00.000+08:00

大家好!!!这是我第一次用中文来写部落格...感觉好特别..还是自己人的语言..很'diao' 噢!哈哈!怪了!怎么中文之星没有'diao'这个字叻?hmmm...其实这次我会用中文是因为我在下载华文歌..嘻嘻嘻嘻..可是叻...我觉得用英文比较好噢...很多朋友们都不太会看中文哦....所以我须要作翻译..

huhuhu...tis is de first time i blog in chinese...kinda cool...'mother language'..feels great!!hehe..in chinese is diao!but there's no input of tat word in Chinese Star...so lame...i used chinese cuz i was downloading chinese songs so just try to blog in chinese...anyway,i've many frens tat doesnt understand chinese...so it's better to blog in english....hahaha..tis is de translation...

btw...there're new songs in my blog wor...but no comments on it lerr... :( guys..don be so kiam ciap larr...come on..give some comments in de chat box...i believe they're ol great songs....trust me...go ahead n listen....well well well...sooner de PMR results r out...PREFECTS gonna go to school to help out...woo hoooo...nice...great...splendid....maybe prefects can know de results a bit bit earlier... *evil grin...buahahahahaha...den days after tat...i could start de countdown towards 2008 Chinese New Year...cant wait anymore....ANGPOWS!!!I'M COMING!!!but... o.0 someone's leaving before chinese new year...i couldnt get her to pay a visit to my house during CNY...tat's too bad....booooo...let's BOOOOO!!!!

2007-12-16T13:01:00.000+08:00

Long LOST Title: wat shud i write..ermm...let's make it tis way..DECLARATION OF PINK MING'S MUSIC

Hey Hey Hey everyone....welcome to my page!!hmmm...there're several newly-loaded songs in my blog...as well as my friendster too...Pink Ming's Music...muahahahahaha...isn't tat lame?!?anyway...it's somehow cool,i found it so...hehe...hmmm...lately,i sent my watch to KL to repair... -.-' no watch..no handphone...let's enchant together,BOOOOO!!!as well,i let my brother sell my phone...so i'm sorta 'pok kai'(penniless)....not penisless o...dont think hiao hiao o...pink ming is a 'clean' guy...haha...u ol must be coughing coughing n coughing...rite?btw,i'm like longing for a new cellphone n also a new watch...Fossil again...tis time,i would love to go for metal chain watch..(issit called so?) in other words,er..it's not type i owes buy...not the leather strap ones...not de plastic straps either...its's de metal de...de typical one...but i saw tis Fossil black watch...with the chronometre..don tink i'm a pro fellow tat need this chronometre...i just tink tat it's way of a decoration...heee...wuuu....i broke 4 watches tis year...one super cheap one,bought it in BB plaza..another one is Fossil...kinda affordable...cuz i couldn't get it tat cheap over here in Miri..in KK,i bought it back then in March...it cost only around 250 to 300 ringgit nia...in Miri,its price is RM325...Likewise,i can say KK offer 10-20% discount...in Miri,3%... +_+' cool...sweat!!in KK,i was jus a new customer...they could give such discount..in Miri,the boss is my dad's friend...n i could get special discount 3%...gotta be 'proud' of it....anyway,i think..i tink i could somehow get it at a very low price...heheee.... *evil grin* but......sigh...i have approx. 1310+ in de bank...gah!!how could i spend ol those money to buy my cellphone n watch??!! T_T boooohooooo...most probably i'd have to wait til CNY....cant wait....i wanna go n gamble with my frens by then..den i could earn more income..haha....

2007-12-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

UI!!mana perginya title blog har??lauya betul ler,ah girl...crystal arr...so noob de.. :p

yo yo yo yo....hmmm...so how's today?well well well...today is kinda neutral...i went to Imperial Mall today..guess who i bumped into???it's WEN WEN n BRIDGET!!!COOOLLL...they're just got back to Miri recently...they arrived in Miri last nite around 10pm...at first i saw bridget at my fren's shop...den i said hi to her..she said,"lai,bao bao!"..which means,hug hug... -.- but den i didnt hug her...i just kinda pinch her n push her head...haha....evil me...den i asked her excitedly,"WHERE"S WEN WEN!!??!!?" haha....i was like so so obssessed to see Eveleen again...heheh...den bridget said..aiya u...baru see me nia,terus ask me whr's my ah jie..no heart de... :( awh...tat's so sad,i tot...den after sometime she brought me to Eve..den i saw her..i smiled at her,shy.. XD den i went back to my friend's shop...hoping tat Eveleen would come and find me..haha...as i wished,she reli came...she saw me,i shouted her name,WEN WEN!!den she said de same thing...ah ming,BAO BAO!!haha..tat oso mean hug hug...indeed,i did hug her...at first i pinched her face..den i hug her..ahaha...untung saya..tat's wat ee xin said to me.. -.- sweat!hmm..but i have to say tis...wen wen is stil as sweet as ever..she's stil pretty like she was...cooooll man!she's G-O-R-G-E-O-U-S!!HAHA...u guys noe..some of u...i got crazy over her..haha...n one thing tat made me insane!!heee...she was wearing de bracelet i bot for her for 2007's Valentine's..haha..noe wat?i asked my fren,Vivian to bring it to New Zealand specially for Eve...muahahahaha...so sweet of me rite!? XD don vomit arr!!pap u o! :p when i saw de bracelet..i asked her..ei,tis bracelet...issit the one i bot for u..not 'minta puji' okay?i've reli forgotten if those were de ones i bought for her...they were pink n blue..hehe...i bought a whole set of Swarovski Crystal jewelleries for her... *wink wink!! wasn't tat cool??haha...i stil rmb..i did chat with her mummy some time after she received tat present..cuz eve was asleep n she didnt off her MSN...so her mum used de pc...den i nudged her..den her mum said she wasnt dere...den we chatted n chatted...wahaha...cool ler?chat with de parents o..don play play o.. XD she told me tat eve wore de necklace i bought the next day she received it.. wooohoooo!!another wink!!haha...

well well well...my elder bro is having a birthday BBQ party tomoro..12 December...so i felt like asking Eve n Bridget to come over my place for de party since her aunt said she wanted to bring them to my house some day...i asked Crystal to tell eve...but she was like being 'smart'..not falling for my trick or sth...i wasnt kidding...boooo...dey could hardly believe me..wahahaha..cuz i owes joke with dem... X3 padan muka... :D

huhuhu....one month has passed...

2007-12-07T07:45:00.001+08:00

gah....pffffttt...wat the heck....see how time flies... -.- school holidays is halfway over....uh oh....SPM next year....hmmm....i'm kindasortamaybeperhaps getting lazy to blogging.... :x i see many of my frens have gone off for holidays outside Miri..3 frens are in kuching for some church camp...xiiin complained it sucks....but she's quite good....holy..cuz its for church...hehe..two going to taiwan tomoro...two are in Japan now...n my new sister(ooppss..) is in KL for de time being...n ah ming is struggling in Miri...booooo......

anyway..i went shopping yesterday...n a bit today...overally,i spent RM530...oh shit!!so much!!i bought a new sling bag(for school bag),two t-shirts,3 pairs of long pants,and a pair of shoes..the shoes wil either be my school shoes or one of my new year shoes...hehe...do u guys tink its kinda early to buy new year stuff now?hehe....i was jus too bored yesterday...ni felt like buying a hoodies....but i bet i wont wear it tat often...cuz i have blazer in school..so there's no need to wear a hoodies.....hmmm....

OI!!boredddd....

2007-11-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

OI!!!PINK BOREDOM...bored to the max.........

frigging bored...tat's y i am here to blog again....oh ya..guys...i've to tel u tis..i knocked into tis pretty hot chick again today....i was at boulevard....i saw her again..in her navy colour jacket...darn!!!she's gorgeous.......i wanna meet her again..if i see her again,i wanna confront her n be fren with her...but hell,i don tink i'm dat brave...haha...anyway..she's jus gorgeous...jus 1 milimeter away from perfect...seriously...do u ol noe marie digby who sang umbrella?she's famous in youtube.com now....2 million view for her videos...de girl i met is jus as pretty as marie digby...

lame....

2007-11-28T13:38:00.000+08:00

hallooo....i'm finally back to blogging... -.- i've been so lazy-bony these days.....got nothing to say...today i eventually forced myself to blog again....hurm..boredom....this week,i've been dota-ing most of de time....using GG-client...u noe wat i found out?some indon ppl jus suck socks...n suck cock....damn!so lo joi..cb....fcuked...n another thing i found out...new zealanders n australians arent tat good in DoTA...wonder y...mb i jus played with some of them...perhaps i havent met the pros in australia n nz..hehe...de very first match with the Oceania(aussie n NZ) was quite a historical match for me...cuz it was like de best match i've played in GG...although my noob team lost...but i stil managed to be among de top killers...wu hooo....i got first blood n de first to be killing spree...however,soon...ppl started to notice me n gangbang me... +_+' den i got pawned...n some ppl got to leave de game...cuz things became boring....well,off for GG Dota gaming...last weekend,Sunday...there was a fellowship dinner in Double Star...near 2020 cafe...well,it was quite fun although i dint go to mix with de bintulu leos...darn!!dere were a few beauties...but don worry...i'm not the beast..!!hahas..de girls were jus...er...gorgeous!!mb...pretty..but some said dey werent tat gr8...a girl from bintulu's birthday,coincidentally fell on tat day...so de organising committee decided to throw a surprise mini-party for her..den a hand-made card was passed around for everyone to sign n leave some msgs for de birthday girl..n she's very nett o..haha..but no evil intentions okay?jus for 'viewing purposes'.. :p den when we were waiting for de dinner to start off...dere's a pity deaf fellow who came in de restaurant..he was selling some cute toys...at first we ol shook our heads..we didnt want..but den i tot of buying one for de birthday girl...den we ol combined n bot a cute pink pig toy for her...everyone paid one ringgit for tat 12 ringgit toy..but me n some fren paid 2 bucks cuz not enuf..as usual...most st co leos joined de dis activity,fellowship dinner,excluding de bintulu leos..cuz de fellowship dinner is dedicated to them...there's a 20+ year old lady who came to us...which was de one who asked us to sign on the card...being lame,i purposedly sign it upside down...hehe...de only one...n we were oso asked to write down or names...either in english or chinese...i wrote in chinese..wei ming...den de 20+year old lady asked,who's this 'xiao zhu ming' +_+' sweat...i tink its because i wrote it quite big..so she tot tat's three words...den my frens n i..mostly me kept play,'cake' n kinda bully with de lady..cuz she was very frenly...den after some time..she put on her vest...uh oh...guess wat??she's a lion club of miri mandarin member...!!!oh gosh!!i tot she was a leo member...leo of curtin or somewhr...i didnt noe she is a lion... -.-' but she was stil quite frenly...haha...n she speak cantonese with the towkay of Double Star..den i speak foochow with her...den she said,"ha???" den i asked her in chinese..."u r foochow har?" den she said,'oi!its cantonese larr...'
...sweat....again..'mensiasoikan'....boooo..hehe..de food was quite nice...n the dinner was quite fine too...oh ya...it jus passed my mind..Zhan Yuan,Iqbal n I went to MCC in pelita b4 de dinner...we said we'll be there at 5pm...but as usual again...iqbal was very late...he reached cyber at 6pm... -.-' last time,Iqbal said i'm noob in dota...n he challenged me for 1on1 in DoTA..n he wanted to bet...n finally it came to de day...i played with him...n i managed to defeat him...pawned him...i killed him 5 times...n he didnt kill me...wakakakakaka!!!however,i didnt bet with him...cuz i dowan him to go against his religion...hehe..islams arent allowed to bet...but he doesnt give a shit abt it, i guess...haha...

oh ya,i didnt write abt the birthday..erm issit vacation...?ergghh...anyting larr...it was a birthday outing of my fren..nth much to say...we went to de beach opposite my house...it was on a sunday...so the beach was crowded...many many ppl...it was raining tat afternoon...so dey came to my house for de afternoon...we ate,played,watched tv,on9...etc etc..walked around my house...n dey took some pic in my house....den i gave her de birthday present...it was a pink guitar necklace...it's rather nice....cuz i like pink..haha...i bot tat cuz she loves guitar n i guess she's fascinated abt guitar....but i want a pink grand piano..not pink guitar...cuz i dono how to play guitar...i jus noe a bit of piano...started learning piano in november... XD heehee...its getting harder....but i would work hard..cuz i wanna play piano like a pro...hahas..tat would be in the coming centuries...i love Jay Chou's pink piano...its gorgeous!!!he used it in his concert several years ago...n he love pink too....haha...hurm...i guess tats all for tis time....dono wat to write again...

Jay Chou's new album...

2007-11-12T18:17:00.000+08:00

hmmm....forgot abt tat...i just bot Jay's new album...after the camp...i fell in love with some songs..."Siapa" by Danny Wen Li Ming,"Home" by Michael Buble,Umbrella(acoustic version) by Marie Digby....hehe....

PINK MING RETURNS.......from camp...hehe..lame

2007-11-12T17:35:00.000+08:00

Monday...
5.51 pm...
bored...
hello....feeling kinda lazy...don feel like blogging rite now....hmmm....i view few blogs of my frens...cynthia,crystal n my mui mui,Ah Xin...heee....whoah!!my sister's english is damn good!!dang her!i read through my blog...cant see any 'sophisticated' word....but hers....cool man....i salute her!!!i love her style of blogging....hmmm....proud to be her gorkor...haha....i am just back from camp yesterday..kinda tired...but not yet exhausted nor worn out...my fren followed me back to my place...che kong slept over at my house....being a sleeping pig,he took a long nap in the afternoon...around 4 to 5 hours...around 6 pm...i woke him up...he was stil sorta drowsy...den he asked me anticipating for a favourable reply,"ming,got anything to eat??" -.-' i was like,oh my gawd!he's just awake n he's lookin 4ward to a sumptuous dinner...den after gulping our chicken rice...he asked if i had biscuits at home...cool...wat a 'food tank' he is...den we watched tv together n he's enjoying his biscuits..around 9.30 pm..we went upstairs..i left him at my brother's room playing dota while i went to my dad's room and on9 for a while..den i was off to shower...soon i came to him....he was playing dota...pro!!using the cheat..."greedisgood"...whr he had a lot a lot of money to buy items....den i used another comp to play dota with him....we played severals matches....n it's kinda boring cuz i could beat him easily as he doesnt play dota tat often....den again,he was browsing for food...he asked if my brother can buy him supper... +_+' walao...wat a hungry man who had not eaten for ages...den we went downstairs n he cooked instant noodles...he had 2 packets of 'indo mee' whereas i had a packet of curry mee....we watched tv again during our supper...noe wat?!i dono how it turned out to be...i found out tat he left me falling asleep on the sofa...n he was oredi upstairs sleeping soundly in my room... +_+' wat the fuck!!??didnt he wake me up when he went upstairs or i didnt hear him!?!???i was conscious around 4.30 or 3.30 am....cant remember....

boooo.....i was not chosen to go to Taiwan for Leo Club Youth Exchange Programme....i wanna see JAY CHOU,LEE HOM!!!n each n every celebrities i could...n i oso wanna taiwanese badges!!they r awesome....but ol those dreams r shattered....booo hooo... T_T but anyway...i was kinda glad tat at least one of my fren is chosen to go to Kaoshiung....he HAS TO give me some badges to make it up to me...hehe...

by the way,there're 3 birthday hangout tis week...13th,15th n the most important 18th...hehe....i'm kinda excited abt the hangout on the 18th...but i'm not sure yet if it would be held...cuz the birthday girl herself does not noe tat we're having a barbeque party for her at esplanade...just opposite my house.. :p she loves sunsets....she loves guitar....hopefully she wont turn the party down....hmmm....i have to discuss abt it with her frens first....n they're having class party now at the beach as well...i was asked to go...but i didnt...cuz i'm not from that class...n i didnt have transport...

wanna edit my blog page....wanna let it be 'cool cool' de...heeee...like my sister's one....gonna seek help from her when she come to my place some day....hehe....

whoopss...grammatical error...

2007-11-09T12:28:00.001+08:00

its 13.02...today is "Fryday"...hehe..last day of school....DAMN!!!i accidentally deleted everything after i finished writing my blog....fcuk!!i spent 20 minutes on it n everything just disappear in a split-second!!dang!!wat is de auto-saving draft system doinG!!!????shoot!sigh...back to the topic...i posted tis new blog before i gonna go to the school GERKO camp...n there is a grammar mistake in my previous blog title...supposed to be "the very first blog of mine"...not "the very first of my blog"..doesnt tat sound weird!?pffttt...wuuuu....i gonna go to the camp in 30 minutes time....i'm now having dilemma,deciding whether if i shud bring my cellphone along to the camp....cuz nobody shall be liable to the loss of it...i dowan2 lose my PINK N73...cuz its PINK..n i used my own money to buy it...it's kinda old though...and a bit 'retarded'...fudging lagged at times....tis month i have been wasting lotsa money buying presents...many good frens n special fren are celebrating their birthday this month...actually,i bot something for her at the first place oredi,but den i don tink its nice...so i bot another present for her...den i'm stil not satisfied with it...eventually i came across tis fabulous present for her....i tink it's perfect for her....tis girl is absolutely important for me......verrryyy important....i want her....haha...GREAT!!!but guess wat PINK_MING realizes??all the presents i bought are PINK!!oh goshie gosh!heee....tat's PINK_MING....hohoho...hmmm...regarding this GERKO camp,it's FREE..my school Leo Club sponsored me to join....i supposed to pay 20 bucks...but de teacher say club wil pay...wu hoo....n i never tot tat i wud join the camp...but then de camp commitee saw me when they were holding the meeting...den dey asked me go in..ask me to join cuz there werent enuf participants....due to specific reasons.......they managed to convince me to participate...cuz someone special is going as well..wahhhaaaahahahahaa.....uh oh...time to prepare for my camp....byee....tat's ol for today...thank you for reading...happy holidays!!

The Very First of My BLOG..

2007-11-08T13:39:00.000+08:00

Hallo everyone....Nice to meet ya all....i'm a newbie in the world of blogging...here might be the best place for me 'flush' out my feelings...good or bad...hmmm...although tis is de first blog of mine,the thing i wud like share here isnt tat good..i've had a little conflict with my parents tis early morning.. -.-' MORNING MAN!!!my gosh!its like de worst thing to have...being scolded in the starting of a supposed-to-be-great-day....noe y was i scolded?just bcuz i was cleaning up my books n stuff in the dining room...the dining table is as though "ranges of Himalayas"...full of my stuff..it was just 2 files,one bag n less than a couple of books...my god!!its not like it were comics,games,pornographic films....wat daa....jus tis 'bacteria-sized' matter unearthed a conflict in the early morning......havin enuf of these..compliments from them never exists...only endless commands n comments..perhaps i am exaggerating too much,blowing out an elephant out a trumpet... ??? wat kind of expression is tat?cool...i have my own "language style".. haha...sweat...but i reli don enjoy havin this kind of life....anyway,i used to be the little kid having a golden spoon in the mouth...owes being the kid whom everyone pampers,love n protected against all odds...maybe i am now,still tat kid..but grown-up...so i have to protect myself...learn to be independent...but i guess i'm quite independent,mature of my age...for example,i can cook INSTANT NOODLES on my own..ahaha...who cant?hehe.. :p i can actually do a lot at my age...sometimes i can even look after my parents' shop on my own...nowadays,i often walk back from school on my own if i have to... :) i do not like to trouble frens...i owes bear in mind tat we owes have to pay back if ppl have done sth for me...so its better not to trouble ppl...only except ONE thing maybe...school work like project...it's like habitual already...i often do things last minute...doing things last minute is definitely bad...fatal..but this bad habit has parasited in me for long....i have to change....I REALLY HAVE TO... >.<>